July 2012
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“Excellence is never an accident. It is always the result of high intention,...”
– Aristotle (via rsvnr)
Jul 10th
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July 2011
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A journey to find peace: Best pancakes ever? →
findingthinagain: I think so, although this picture is not so attractive. Also, excuse the fact that the bottom one is burned. It’s early. Apple cinnamon pancakes 1/2 cup plain nonfat Greek yogurt (I used chobani) 1/2 cup coarse bran 1/2 cup egg whites 1 small apple (I used golden delicious) 3/4 tsp baking powder 2-3g cinnamon Combine the yogurt, bran, baking powder, and cinnamon in a...
Jul 28th
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Frustration
I’m really sorry I have to be so negative again, but I don’t know what to do with myself. At school (or away from home) I’m too busy to have a huge appetite. Hunger passes because I simply don’t have the time to realize it. Lately, I’ve been at home, like a bum. I don’t have a job, I’m not taking summer classes anymore, and frankly, I don’t have...
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Jul 27th
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Jul 27th
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healthylivingforyou asked: If you gained 5 lbs in one day, it was due to a fluid shift, not fat gain. You would have to consume 17,500 calories to gain one pound of fat in a day.
Jul 21st
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Time to count calories again.
I’m sorry for being so negative, but I need to get this out. I took a bit of a break from calories-counting since I was too busy to overindulge in the first place. Now I’m out of school, without a job, and without friends. I literally have nothing to do but sit on my ass all day and fill out online employment applications. I admit to bingeing most of this week, having felt so deprived...
Jul 20th
June 2011
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I feel fat.
This and last week I straight up binged without working out. This might just seem like a typical post, but whatever. I need to get it out of my system. HOW DOES ONE GAIN 5 POUNDS IN A WEEK. That’s freaking 3600 extra calories in a day. Wtf… guess my body’s fit for surviving famines -_-  New mission: occupy myself this summer. Too much free time = never leave kitchen.
Jun 10th
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May 2011
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All 16-25 year old girls who are choosing to lose...
Does maintaining count? :3 It’s hard to maintain! “The only thing harder than getting in thin is staying in thin” - The Clique
May 28th
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May 28th
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March 2011
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Mar 17th
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Mar 16th
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Mar 11th
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February 2011
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I lost nearly 4 pounds in a week.
I suspect some of it is water weight, but still. I guess I’ve just been too busy to have cravings, and my weird exercise/sleep schedule keeps me awake for more hours. I’m not even hungry right now. Where are my cravings!? 10-15 more pounds to go :D So happy! Exhausted, still have a ton of work to do, but pleased with myself.
Feb 27th
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fork-fucking asked: you're so sweet <3
thanks. that did cheer me up a bit.
i know i'm worth more. i just forget a lot :/
but if things don't get better soon, i'm leaving.
Feb 26th
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Feb 26th
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getthere120 asked: Hey, can I get the password to your progblog?
Feb 24th
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Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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Mind has been blown.
I probably did something stupid and didn’t realize but some IRL found this? I don’t know what to think. I don’t have anything to hide; I’m not starving myself or anything, but they might think I’m legitimately crazy now. What should I do?
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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LOL I recorded myself singing just for kicks.
And it sounds so bad and I’m so embarrassed. Like, you have no idea how stupid I sounded. I used to think I was decent but just, wow. 6:48 mile time by the way! This is my best time ever! 
Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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I wasted A LOT of time.
I should be studying/working out. I didn’t do much of that yesterday. Let’s just say I was out partying and I slept in today. (I did neither, but it’s a good way to think about it, right?) No big deal - time to run. I ran a mile in under 7 minutes yesterday on the treadmill. I know it’s not that fast but last year my best was 7:10 so I’m officially better. Especially...
Feb 19th
Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Next time I go to the gym: →
I’ll remember this. So helpful even if it isn’t always grammatically correct.
Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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So my boobs are gone.
Not that I had any to begin with, but still a little upsetting. Will I eventually be concave?  The good news: I’m ~112 today! Getting closer every week is awesome. I don’t really feel deprived either. Salad and water are mad filling.
Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 17th
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Feb 17th
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lingeriedreamsandfeathertattoos asked: happy valentines day, lovely!
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Feb 14th
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Feb 13th
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Sick to my stomach.
Never never never run on a full stomach. I’ve done it before and I’ve been okay, but that was when it was mostly water. I literally had an entire kabocha squash (200 calories but really filling) and I feel disgusting and I didn’t even push myself half as hard as I usually do. Plus I’m really screwed. For the first time I’m totally behind in school and there’s a...
Feb 13th
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Feb 13th
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Feb 12th
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